So, I'm not gonna update this account any longer, nor I plan to stay very active on dA. I lost my all interest in any kind of art, and I really mean it. Not like, oh okay, I feel depressed now so why not to remove all my deviations, and pretend that I'm going to dissapear. Okay, I feel a bit shity thesedays, even though it's nice sunny weather, but that has nothing to do with this decision. I feel like I'm really unable to crate anything. Even stupid 100x100 px icons, which should be a piece of cake for me. I haven't created any icons, nor wallpapers in so long time. Actually I think, since I started work, which ironicaly is about graphics. Well, rather I should say it's supossed to be, because this what I'm currently doing is smelly shit.
Anyway, maybe I still have some ideas for some piece of crap, maybe sometimes I want to draw something, but whenever I take pencil, all my enthusiasm about it is gone, like in blink of eye.
I really envy those ppls who have great ideas, are talented, and they are really worth to be supported, faved and wathever else you can do on here. I'm surely not one of them. I can't finish one stupid drawing, never made anything without refrence pic, cos if yes, then it'd be probably the most screwed up thing in my "gallery". Not like others weren't. They were......really really badly screwed up.
This place was more like a garbage, little of this, and this, and maybe a little bit of this. I don't know why I put everything here. Maybe I wanted to try a little bit of everything, and I ended with nothing. I don't have own style, nor favourite medium.

Well, I've spend 5 years on this site. First was account, now this one, which I created cos I wasn't satisfied with the previous one, which ironicaly is still getting more attention that my current one. I know, that I had downs and ups, was closing my "gallery" few times, but still was coming back.
I meet great ppls, here, especially , you know hun, that I love you, and if not that site, I'd probably never got chance to meet you, here and in real life. Also , we first met in real life, but I really like to write these long comments, and actually you are the only one person who's not scared to give out real opinion not only sweet words. I really apreciate that.
There are also other ppls that are important for me, yeah, that list could be pretty long.

Maybe some day I will create a masterpiece, that will be worth posting here, which I really doubt. Until that day will come, I'm out of dA. Sure, that I may comment, fav, but I'm not gonna post anything in here anymore. Cos it's absolutely not worth your time.